I so don´t want a beige life.

less than 3 weeks to go for my thesis

I want it done,
so I should get it done.

Remembering that all easy things seemed difficult at first.


There´s still a great amount of work ahead of me
and I am really frustrated at times.

When I was driving home yesterday evening,
snow came down and melted on my windscreen.
That was absolutely beautiful.
I was fascinated and sad,
cause it made me realize
that Christmas is just around the corner.
I don´t have the time and energy
to get myself into all these Christmas things
e.g. decorating, do shopping, or baking.
I love this time of the year and I would love to celebrate it.

Right now I´m just hoping for next year.

so maybe i´m crazy

just got home from that awesome P!nk concert. this wonderful lady knows how to perform so going there was definitely worth it. my best friend who went with me was delighted, too. we had a great evening and i even got the posters i had planned to buy for some time. i didn´t take my camera with me as the exposure is f**** bad right now. so no pictures for me today, but i will get myself a new cam by the beginning of 2010.

now it´s almost two in the morning and i´m gonna listen to some music and write down those reports about myself that my mentors should have written some time ago ... so hopefully i can give them to my seminar faciliator on Tuesday.

"they need beer"

nur noch einmal schlafen :)

love that woman.
she´s incredible.
just amazing.

and yes, i´d do her.
repeatedly.
off to bed :)

rrrrr

tz, naughty me.

in addition to my last post:

this world is not only narrow-minded but also full of stupidity.
want evidence?
do some shopping on a friday afternoon or saturdays,
pre-Xmas season is absolutely right for that.

thank God i´m the most balanced person right now
and keep all that sarcastic remarks for me.

my favourite music to dream myself away:

how small-minded people can be...
I'm really shocked how people defame others for what they are!
everyone who discriminates somebody for loving someone has a bad problem.

this really pisses me off.

the only thing I am pretty good at

is making myself cry.
I so want to get away from all this.

fuck it.

your voice chased away all the sanity in me

i don`t wanna see myself as someone that you saved
i´d rather be your adversary than to be your slave